I just found out my great grandma has less than 4 days left to live, so I'm sorry if I seem distant or anything, it's nothing about you.
Mum asked if I wanted to go see her, but to be honest, I havn't really wanted to go see her for a few months, a year at the most. It's so depressing to talk to her.
She can't remember who we are or why we're there. The last time I saw her she asked how old I was 6 or 7 times.
So yeah.. This is gonna be my first funeral. So idk..
And right now I feel extremely confused. I wanna burst into tears one second, then I want to yell at someone. And when I do want to cry, I can't. *sigh*
-Rachael
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**HUGS**
Thanksies. =)
I completely understand why you wouldn't want to see your grandmother. The last few days of my grandmothers life was...crazy. She was distant and couldn't think straight. Honestly, I wish I didn't see her like that. Now that memory of her is stuck in my head. If you need anyone to talk to, I'm always here.
<3333 And Hugs!
(I know thspobbe isn't a word. They come up with the strangest word verifications)
Aw poor Rach! *hugs*
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